1 00:00:18,976 --> 00:00:21,344 Dear God... 2 00:00:21,512 --> 00:00:24,681 ...don't let a miracle happen. 3 00:00:25,316 --> 00:00:29,586 Let me get well in a normal way. 4 00:00:31,055 --> 00:00:33,423 Amen. 5 00:00:52,678 --> 00:00:57,482 AGNUS DEI 6 00:00:57,783 --> 00:01:02,253 A Convent School 1958 7 00:01:17,136 --> 00:01:19,103 Mom... 8 00:01:20,239 --> 00:01:23,674 It's best for you right now. 9 00:02:21,235 --> 00:02:24,704 We have said goodbye to mother now, I think. 10 00:02:24,905 --> 00:02:28,508 Your mother can't take care of you. First she has to find a place to live. 11 00:02:28,843 --> 00:02:33,747 She's decided you should stay here. And that's the end of that. 12 00:02:33,914 --> 00:02:36,649 It's best for you right now. 13 00:02:38,452 --> 00:02:43,123 Sister Augustina is helping you. She'll look after you. 14 00:02:44,125 --> 00:02:47,327 Can you say "Sister Augustina"? 15 00:02:51,031 --> 00:02:54,467 "Sister Augustina"... 16 00:02:59,074 --> 00:03:01,809 Sister Augustina. 17 00:03:01,943 --> 00:03:06,881 - I can barely hear you. - Sister Augustina. 18 00:03:07,115 --> 00:03:09,984 That's better. Much better. 19 00:03:10,185 --> 00:03:12,853 Sister has permission to speak to the newcomer. 20 00:03:13,021 --> 00:03:15,489 The faster they learn the rules the better. 21 00:03:59,102 --> 00:04:03,238 In there mass is said for boarders on Tuesdays, Fridays and Sundays. 22 00:04:03,406 --> 00:04:09,211 On other days, morning prayer, and Advent and the Holy Fast. 23 00:04:21,958 --> 00:04:24,226 Come along. 24 00:04:37,174 --> 00:04:41,310 The convent was built in the 19th century. The nuns live here. 25 00:04:41,545 --> 00:04:45,515 It's called the Enclosure. Nothing there concerns you. 26 00:04:49,486 --> 00:04:55,391 Come along. The boarders' quarters are on your right. 27 00:04:55,592 --> 00:04:59,162 There are up to 60 girls, divided into smaller groups and classes. 28 00:04:59,363 --> 00:05:03,533 The older girls help see to the young. 29 00:05:03,667 --> 00:05:08,204 And we consider it a virtue to report irregularities. 30 00:05:08,405 --> 00:05:12,708 Starting each semester we issue 5 pencils and 3 exercise books. 31 00:05:12,910 --> 00:05:15,345 The prioress is our supreme authority apart from the Pope - 32 00:05:15,547 --> 00:05:18,916 - the Holy Virgin and the holy Trinity of course. 33 00:05:19,884 --> 00:05:22,352 You may undress. 34 00:05:23,388 --> 00:05:26,190 And be quick. 35 00:05:28,226 --> 00:05:31,862 We wash once a week. Collars are passed out twice a week - 36 00:05:32,063 --> 00:05:35,532 - except during fast, when no meal is served. 37 00:05:41,606 --> 00:05:45,709 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 38 00:06:07,333 --> 00:06:10,835 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 39 00:06:11,003 --> 00:06:15,440 Come along. This is known as a closed convent. 40 00:06:15,608 --> 00:06:20,078 We go for air in the cloister. Letter-writing is on Wednesdays. 41 00:06:23,516 --> 00:06:27,786 Get in line... Stand still, girls. 42 00:06:30,356 --> 00:06:35,960 Hello, Sister Augustina. 43 00:06:46,673 --> 00:06:49,842 This is Johanne. 44 00:06:50,010 --> 00:06:54,780 - I want complete silence! - Yes, Sister Augustina. 45 00:07:04,691 --> 00:07:07,626 I'm Sister Barbara. What was your name? 46 00:07:07,828 --> 00:07:10,029 - Johanne. - What? 47 00:07:10,230 --> 00:07:13,365 - Johanne. - Her name is Johanne. 48 00:07:13,533 --> 00:07:17,436 You must wash yourself all clean. You can go first because you're new. 49 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:20,439 But it was my turn. 50 00:08:02,116 --> 00:08:07,154 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 51 00:08:07,321 --> 00:08:11,691 Our Holy Lord, Almighty Father and Eternal God. 52 00:08:11,859 --> 00:08:15,662 I thank Thee for Thy kindness in feeding me - 53 00:08:15,830 --> 00:08:18,566 - a sinner, your unworthy servant. 54 00:08:29,478 --> 00:08:33,247 And he who with Thee and Thy Holy Spirit lives and reigns - 55 00:08:33,415 --> 00:08:38,086 - God from eternity to eternity. Amen. 56 00:08:38,287 --> 00:08:42,623 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 57 00:08:42,925 --> 00:08:44,926 You may eat. 58 00:08:56,538 --> 00:09:01,242 You know what? You moved your lips wrong. 59 00:09:05,215 --> 00:09:07,750 Come on. 60 00:09:10,987 --> 00:09:13,422 How long will you be here? 61 00:09:13,623 --> 00:09:17,025 - Why are you here? - Why? 62 00:09:18,328 --> 00:09:22,097 - For no reason. - We're all here for a reason. 63 00:09:22,365 --> 00:09:25,467 Margrethe, because she has no parents. 64 00:09:25,635 --> 00:09:28,737 Lonni, because her mother has too many children. 65 00:09:28,938 --> 00:09:33,342 And Nanna, because her parents are abroad, right? 66 00:09:33,510 --> 00:09:38,514 I'm here, because my mother can't control me. So why are you here? 67 00:09:38,715 --> 00:09:41,316 My parents are divorced. 68 00:09:41,518 --> 00:09:45,821 I'm here because mom and I think it's best for me. 69 00:09:46,022 --> 00:09:49,359 Best for you?! 70 00:09:49,593 --> 00:09:52,028 Hear that? Best for her... 71 00:09:52,396 --> 00:09:55,398 The prioress is coming! 72 00:09:57,935 --> 00:10:01,237 Good morning, Prioress. 73 00:10:01,472 --> 00:10:04,274 You may sit. 74 00:10:06,610 --> 00:10:10,447 We have a new girl. Johanne. 75 00:10:10,881 --> 00:10:12,582 Stand up. 76 00:10:15,019 --> 00:10:18,621 Last time we talked about the seven deadly sins. 77 00:10:18,823 --> 00:10:22,859 Can you name one of the seven deadly sins? 78 00:10:25,162 --> 00:10:27,030 Teasing... 79 00:10:28,933 --> 00:10:33,036 That's not a deadly sin. 80 00:10:34,472 --> 00:10:37,975 Yes, it's dead wrong to tease people. 81 00:10:39,911 --> 00:10:42,713 Sit down. 82 00:10:46,651 --> 00:10:48,552 As I mentioned last - 83 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:53,224 - the difference between ordinary sins and deadly sins is - 84 00:10:53,391 --> 00:10:56,427 - you must confess a deadly sin. 85 00:10:56,628 --> 00:11:00,097 If you don't confess them you don't go to purgatory - 86 00:11:00,298 --> 00:11:04,301 - and will be eternally cut off from the mercy of God - 87 00:11:04,469 --> 00:11:08,439 - and go straight to hell. 88 00:11:08,573 --> 00:11:12,576 The seven deadly sins are... Say after me. 89 00:11:12,778 --> 00:11:15,379 - Pride. - Pride. 90 00:11:16,047 --> 00:11:18,449 - Covetousness. - Covetousness. 91 00:11:18,784 --> 00:11:21,953 - Lust. - Lust. 92 00:11:22,155 --> 00:11:25,223 - Envy. - Envy-ness. 93 00:11:25,758 --> 00:11:29,227 - Gluttony. - Gluttony. 94 00:11:29,429 --> 00:11:31,696 - Anger. - Anger. 95 00:11:31,864 --> 00:11:34,833 - And sloth. - Sloth. 96 00:12:57,385 --> 00:13:00,721 Sister Augustina wants to see you. 97 00:13:00,955 --> 00:13:02,022 Me? 98 00:13:03,725 --> 00:13:06,260 It's in there. 99 00:13:06,428 --> 00:13:09,530 She's waiting. 100 00:13:14,969 --> 00:13:16,804 Go on... 101 00:13:31,553 --> 00:13:36,457 Didn't I tell you not to go in there?! You're to stay out of the Enclosure. 102 00:13:36,624 --> 00:13:38,593 But Marianne... 103 00:13:55,211 --> 00:13:58,880 You suck up... Chicken. 104 00:14:00,282 --> 00:14:04,853 What are you doing?! Leave the newcomer alone. 105 00:14:07,289 --> 00:14:12,060 - It was because I told on her. - Go to bed everyone! 106 00:14:13,395 --> 00:14:16,531 Are you out of your freaking mind?! 107 00:14:22,906 --> 00:14:26,609 It's good to see you smile. 108 00:14:28,545 --> 00:14:30,379 Sister Barbara! 109 00:14:31,982 --> 00:14:35,184 What are you doing? 110 00:14:35,352 --> 00:14:39,288 - Sister Barbara? - Yes, Sister Augustina? 111 00:14:39,589 --> 00:14:43,426 Please take a tray up to Sister Ingrid. 112 00:14:49,266 --> 00:14:52,268 "Dear Parents..." 113 00:14:52,469 --> 00:14:58,974 P-A-R-E-N-T-S. Parents. 114 00:15:06,917 --> 00:15:11,855 Remember you must never begin a sentence with "I". 115 00:15:12,056 --> 00:15:15,892 It looks immodest and selfish. 116 00:15:16,060 --> 00:15:20,363 Therefore: "Here everything is fine." 117 00:15:22,300 --> 00:15:26,703 "Soon we will prepare for the big celebration." 118 00:15:26,871 --> 00:15:33,944 "First Communion of the young." I expect you can spell "communion". 119 00:15:34,078 --> 00:15:39,382 You may write the rest. Leave the letters on my desk, when you're done. 120 00:15:39,517 --> 00:15:43,086 I don't think I'll survive this... 121 00:15:43,254 --> 00:15:47,891 This I won't survive, I think... 122 00:15:58,437 --> 00:16:01,572 I think you better re-write this, Johanne. 123 00:16:01,774 --> 00:16:05,977 We mustn't make the parents worry. 124 00:17:01,601 --> 00:17:04,603 Where are we going? What about breakfast? 125 00:17:04,804 --> 00:17:08,707 It's fast, you idiot. We have mass. 126 00:17:08,875 --> 00:17:11,053 What's a fast? 127 00:17:11,077 --> 00:17:15,180 Where do we do it? What do you do? 128 00:17:15,381 --> 00:17:18,050 You look holy. 129 00:19:25,047 --> 00:19:27,649 I can do it. 130 00:19:36,692 --> 00:19:42,265 Why on earth didn't you tell us you didn't receive First Communion? 131 00:19:42,433 --> 00:19:47,403 She's old enough. And from a Catholic family. 132 00:19:49,973 --> 00:19:52,708 Yes... 133 00:19:54,745 --> 00:19:58,014 Say the Our Father... 134 00:19:58,248 --> 00:20:01,117 ...who art in heaven. 135 00:20:01,285 --> 00:20:05,421 - Who art in heaven. - Hallowed be Thy name... 136 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:11,294 - Hallowed be Thy name. - Thy Kingdom come... 137 00:20:11,495 --> 00:20:18,534 Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. 138 00:20:23,941 --> 00:20:28,078 Give us this day our daily bread. 139 00:20:28,580 --> 00:20:32,249 - And forgive us our debts... - Forgive us our debts. 140 00:20:32,417 --> 00:20:36,253 - As we forgive our debtors. - As our debtors... 141 00:20:36,421 --> 00:20:40,157 - As we...! - As we... 142 00:20:40,358 --> 00:20:45,229 As we forgive our debtors...! Use the head Our Lord gave you. 143 00:20:45,630 --> 00:20:48,899 The head Our Lord gave you. 144 00:20:51,503 --> 00:20:53,837 As we forgive our debtors. 145 00:20:54,038 --> 00:21:00,010 - As we forgive our debtors. - Lead us not into temptation. 146 00:21:00,178 --> 00:21:04,014 - Lead us into temptation... - Not into temptation! 147 00:21:36,449 --> 00:21:40,952 The nuns live in the Enclosure. Nothing there concerns you. 148 00:21:43,589 --> 00:21:46,424 They won't come and help you. 149 00:21:54,366 --> 00:21:56,968 It's best for you right now. 150 00:21:58,939 --> 00:22:02,675 We don't want you here. And we don't like you. 151 00:22:21,862 --> 00:22:24,764 I want out! I want out! 152 00:22:24,931 --> 00:22:27,867 I want to go home to my mom. 153 00:22:28,401 --> 00:22:31,837 - Calm down... - No. I want out! 154 00:22:32,272 --> 00:22:35,307 I don't want to be here anymore. 155 00:22:46,654 --> 00:22:49,389 Sister Barbara... 156 00:22:51,392 --> 00:22:54,194 Go on. Go to bed. 157 00:22:59,967 --> 00:23:03,770 I miss my mom. I want out. 158 00:23:05,907 --> 00:23:11,878 The Virgin Mary is our real mother and God is our real father. 159 00:23:12,113 --> 00:23:18,618 God spoke through his son, Jesus: "Let the little children come unto me." 160 00:23:18,786 --> 00:23:23,023 God knows everything, understands everything. 161 00:23:23,324 --> 00:23:27,327 - But I don't know God. - God knows everyone. 162 00:23:27,528 --> 00:23:31,466 - How can He? - God sees and hears everything. 163 00:23:31,633 --> 00:23:34,268 - How does He hear? - When you pray. 164 00:23:34,436 --> 00:23:37,738 How do you pray, so he can hear? 165 00:23:37,906 --> 00:23:40,875 Come... 166 00:23:44,113 --> 00:23:47,748 Pray with all your soul. 167 00:24:03,065 --> 00:24:07,468 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 168 00:24:07,669 --> 00:24:11,439 Why are you here? 169 00:24:19,215 --> 00:24:22,050 We've received a letter from your mother. 170 00:24:22,485 --> 00:24:25,320 She writes that she is fine... 171 00:24:32,295 --> 00:24:36,064 But she doesn't know when you can come home. 172 00:24:36,466 --> 00:24:42,604 So Johanne must come to terms with staying here and living by our rules. 173 00:24:42,772 --> 00:24:47,042 - The child is baptized a Catholic. - She hasn't received First Communion. 174 00:24:47,210 --> 00:24:51,747 My God and Creator... What'll I do with that child? 175 00:25:03,360 --> 00:25:07,464 I'm asking to join the religion. 176 00:25:15,072 --> 00:25:18,875 Get up, child. 177 00:25:19,043 --> 00:25:22,979 Did you go to church with your mother? 178 00:25:24,281 --> 00:25:28,618 - On Christmas Eve. - Otherwise not? 179 00:25:33,924 --> 00:25:40,663 Jesus says: "Let the little children come unto me, and forbid them not." 180 00:25:40,865 --> 00:25:45,401 Does that include me? Or am I too big? 181 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:53,043 God bless you, my child. 182 00:26:20,605 --> 00:26:23,140 Dear God... 183 00:26:25,076 --> 00:26:28,679 Are You listening to me now? 184 00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:32,984 Sister Barbara says You're my father too. 185 00:26:34,487 --> 00:26:37,622 Well, my name is Johanne. 186 00:26:37,824 --> 00:26:41,927 I'm sorry I messed up the other day. 187 00:26:44,163 --> 00:26:48,800 I want to come to You... If you want me. 188 00:26:52,605 --> 00:26:56,475 I expect You've heard me now. 189 00:27:14,393 --> 00:27:17,797 God bless you, my child. 190 00:27:29,510 --> 00:27:31,911 Johanne... 191 00:27:32,079 --> 00:27:34,781 - You have to attend another class. - Why? 192 00:27:34,982 --> 00:27:38,785 You're taking Religion. You'll be receiving First Communion. 193 00:27:42,322 --> 00:27:48,094 I spotted it right away. She's one of the young. Undeveloped. 194 00:27:48,262 --> 00:27:51,030 Look at her. 195 00:27:51,198 --> 00:27:55,401 - A little twerp. - That's right. 196 00:27:57,404 --> 00:28:00,072 With that...? Thanks. 197 00:28:00,274 --> 00:28:06,547 - I'll trade you that. - With this one? 198 00:28:06,748 --> 00:28:10,384 Mom and dad gave me this one. 199 00:28:20,094 --> 00:28:24,364 - God bless you, children. - Good morning, Sister. 200 00:28:24,532 --> 00:28:28,268 Let's see. Can anyone name the Virtues? 201 00:28:29,270 --> 00:28:32,039 Yes? 202 00:28:32,207 --> 00:28:36,487 - Frugality. - Very good, Judith. You may sit. 203 00:28:36,511 --> 00:28:39,446 Any others? 204 00:28:41,049 --> 00:28:43,417 - Yes? - Piety. 205 00:28:47,422 --> 00:28:52,127 Johanne... Can you name a holy virtue? 206 00:28:58,134 --> 00:29:01,603 A holy virtue, Johanne? 207 00:29:04,006 --> 00:29:06,608 Divine goodness. 208 00:29:10,312 --> 00:29:14,082 There she is. How are you coming along? 209 00:29:14,316 --> 00:29:20,755 - She is diligent and able. - Yes. She's one of the good ones. 210 00:29:33,936 --> 00:29:36,272 Johanne? 211 00:29:37,140 --> 00:29:40,876 May you carry the tray up to Sister Ingrid? 212 00:29:44,781 --> 00:29:47,983 - Holy priss. - I'll pray for you. 213 00:30:06,203 --> 00:30:09,105 It's Johanne with your dinner. 214 00:30:09,272 --> 00:30:12,475 She'll be receiving First Communion. 215 00:30:29,894 --> 00:30:33,530 Sister Barbara, is Sister Ingrid sick? 216 00:30:33,965 --> 00:30:38,034 - Why do you think that? - She has wounds on her hands. 217 00:30:38,236 --> 00:30:41,037 Go to bed. Come... 218 00:30:42,373 --> 00:30:45,041 Sister Ingrid means a lot to us all. 219 00:30:45,543 --> 00:30:49,813 Sister Ingrid is very saintly. More than any of us. 220 00:30:49,981 --> 00:30:52,749 Why? 221 00:30:52,917 --> 00:30:56,853 Because she has holes in her hands? 222 00:30:57,054 --> 00:31:02,959 Because she loves Our Lord Jesus so much she shares in His sufferings. 223 00:31:04,996 --> 00:31:10,134 The world would be a better place if we all were as saintly. 224 00:31:11,136 --> 00:31:16,507 - But she's bleeding. - And you have a sleep. 225 00:31:30,689 --> 00:31:33,057 May I see your picture, Johanne? 226 00:31:41,733 --> 00:31:44,435 It's the holy Teresa. 227 00:31:46,638 --> 00:31:52,010 She's so beautiful. Let's pass it around for everyone to see. 228 00:31:52,979 --> 00:31:54,980 Take your seats. 229 00:31:58,284 --> 00:32:00,319 Listen closely. 230 00:32:00,487 --> 00:32:07,059 Many years ago there was a woman in Spain named Teresa. 231 00:32:07,260 --> 00:32:14,933 She felt the pain and suffering of Jesus Christ on the Cross so strongly - 232 00:32:15,101 --> 00:32:19,004 - that she one night began to bleed from her side. 233 00:32:19,506 --> 00:32:24,576 Exactly where the soldiers had stabbed Jesus on the Cross. 234 00:32:27,781 --> 00:32:33,385 And her forehead began to bleed where they'd put His crown of thorns. 235 00:32:35,221 --> 00:32:40,126 And from her hands and feet where they'd put the nails - 236 00:32:40,294 --> 00:32:43,096 - when He was crucified. 237 00:32:46,667 --> 00:32:50,647 And no doctor could stop the bleeding. 238 00:32:52,506 --> 00:32:54,674 And the holy Teresa knew - 239 00:32:54,809 --> 00:33:00,947 - God had spoken to her, that she had a purpose. 240 00:33:01,782 --> 00:33:07,253 She saved many souls and many convents were built in her honor. 241 00:33:07,421 --> 00:33:09,722 She performed miracles. 242 00:33:10,024 --> 00:33:16,362 Many of those who prayed to her were comforted and healed. 243 00:33:38,620 --> 00:33:43,224 - Come on, Nanna. - Stand here. Come... 244 00:33:43,391 --> 00:33:46,060 - Hurry up. - Margrethe, you're the boy. 245 00:33:46,228 --> 00:33:49,230 Why me? What about Johanne? 246 00:33:49,764 --> 00:33:52,299 Johanne is a holy priss. 247 00:33:52,467 --> 00:33:55,903 - It's so red. - Your turn, Nanna. 248 00:33:56,104 --> 00:33:59,140 I'd rather wear lipstick than be the boy. 249 00:33:59,374 --> 00:34:02,143 That's out of the question. Stand here. 250 00:34:02,310 --> 00:34:05,613 - Now I'll show you. - Gross. 251 00:34:09,819 --> 00:34:12,587 Gross... 252 00:34:16,592 --> 00:34:19,227 Gross... gross! 253 00:34:19,395 --> 00:34:21,630 Come on, Lonni. 254 00:34:21,864 --> 00:34:24,065 Someone's coming! 255 00:34:37,814 --> 00:34:41,917 You can put your letters away now, children. 256 00:34:51,928 --> 00:34:55,998 We're getting closer to the big day. 257 00:34:56,166 --> 00:34:59,969 First Communion. Can anyone tell me what that is? 258 00:35:00,370 --> 00:35:02,071 Yes, Nina. 259 00:35:02,206 --> 00:35:06,309 It's the first time we'll receive the holy bread, which is Jesus. 260 00:35:06,510 --> 00:35:08,077 Correct. 261 00:35:08,445 --> 00:35:13,516 Today we'll talk about the holy confession. 262 00:35:13,684 --> 00:35:20,123 You'll go to your first confession before receiving Our Lord Jesus. 263 00:35:20,324 --> 00:35:24,293 Can anyone tell me why? 264 00:35:26,530 --> 00:35:28,764 Yes, Johanne. 265 00:35:30,901 --> 00:35:33,803 For Jesus to feel welcome. 266 00:35:37,608 --> 00:35:42,346 It's actually true, Johanne. You can sit. 267 00:35:43,648 --> 00:35:48,118 Sins, dear children. What sins do you know? 268 00:35:48,319 --> 00:35:51,688 When you forget to pray at morning prayer - 269 00:35:52,223 --> 00:35:57,961 - or if you let your thoughts wander during mass. 270 00:35:59,430 --> 00:36:02,466 Do you know more? 271 00:36:03,902 --> 00:36:09,206 Pickyness. If you dislike the food and give it to the girl next to you. 272 00:36:09,407 --> 00:36:13,577 A naughty one. Yes, Emma. 273 00:36:13,745 --> 00:36:18,248 If you forget to wash your feet. 274 00:36:47,146 --> 00:36:51,883 Nanna. 275 00:36:53,786 --> 00:36:56,221 Nanna! 276 00:37:00,326 --> 00:37:04,262 It's your turn, Nanna. 277 00:37:10,804 --> 00:37:16,542 - Where are you going? - It's a secret. I can't tell you. 278 00:37:17,477 --> 00:37:19,145 Come on. 279 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:29,488 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 280 00:37:29,656 --> 00:37:31,957 Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name - 281 00:37:32,159 --> 00:37:36,095 - Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven. 282 00:37:36,263 --> 00:37:38,497 Give us this day our daily bread... 283 00:37:42,836 --> 00:37:45,104 Go ahead, my child. 284 00:37:49,743 --> 00:37:52,378 Go ahead. 285 00:37:54,881 --> 00:37:58,218 I confess that I have sinned. 286 00:37:58,386 --> 00:38:01,254 And... 287 00:38:07,295 --> 00:38:11,198 I didn't want to be here. 288 00:38:12,934 --> 00:38:16,102 And... 289 00:38:16,270 --> 00:38:21,741 I don't like it when Sister Ingrid bleeds. 290 00:38:26,614 --> 00:38:30,750 - There's something else too. - Go ahead. 291 00:38:30,952 --> 00:38:36,256 - Is it a sin to know something? - Know what? 292 00:38:38,226 --> 00:38:40,260 Some of the other girls have a secret. 293 00:38:40,461 --> 00:38:45,333 You should confess your own sins. Do you pray morning and night? 294 00:38:46,635 --> 00:38:48,703 Almost always. 295 00:38:49,104 --> 00:38:53,774 Say 2 Our Fathers and 3 Hail Marys, for your forgetfulness and vanity. 296 00:39:04,453 --> 00:39:07,622 Goodbye, then. 297 00:39:27,210 --> 00:39:30,913 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 298 00:39:31,114 --> 00:39:33,849 - She's had an unhappy love affair. - You think? 299 00:39:34,050 --> 00:39:36,685 She's had a man in her life. 300 00:39:37,053 --> 00:39:40,489 That's why she's not loony like the other nuns. 301 00:39:40,723 --> 00:39:43,759 Will she be a virgin again after her calling? 302 00:39:43,927 --> 00:39:49,598 Stupid. She'll marry Jesus soon. She'll get as whacky as the rest. 303 00:39:49,766 --> 00:39:53,502 Augustina has never been with a man. You can tell. 304 00:39:53,770 --> 00:39:56,672 Sister Augustina is a witch. 305 00:39:57,774 --> 00:40:00,008 - I saw some of her hair. - Whose? 306 00:40:00,310 --> 00:40:02,244 - Augustina's. - You did? 307 00:40:02,745 --> 00:40:04,379 When they turn their heard - 308 00:40:04,948 --> 00:40:09,918 - you can see the neck under the vail. It's grey and greasy. 309 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:13,690 They cut their own hair once a month - 310 00:40:13,891 --> 00:40:16,292 - and wash under their arms with vinegar water. 311 00:40:43,254 --> 00:40:45,255 Now, girls. 312 00:40:45,756 --> 00:40:48,958 Have a look at this. 313 00:40:57,134 --> 00:41:00,504 You've cleansed yourselves at confession. 314 00:41:00,672 --> 00:41:04,241 So you're ready for your white dresses. 315 00:41:17,823 --> 00:41:19,924 Look... 316 00:41:26,331 --> 00:41:28,732 Sister Barbara? 317 00:41:29,301 --> 00:41:32,336 It'll be your turn next. 318 00:41:33,305 --> 00:41:37,775 What does that mean? What will happen to you? 319 00:41:37,943 --> 00:41:42,580 Oh, Johanne. It means that I'll pledge my eternal vows. 320 00:41:42,781 --> 00:41:45,851 - Eternal vows? - Questions, questions. 321 00:41:46,252 --> 00:41:50,355 Yes, I'm getting married to Jesus. 322 00:41:50,523 --> 00:41:54,652 Until now we've just been engaged. 323 00:41:56,796 --> 00:41:59,698 I'm going to be a nun. 324 00:42:01,134 --> 00:42:04,569 - Aren't you now? - I'm just a novice. 325 00:42:04,871 --> 00:42:09,274 Is it true you've never been ...in love? 326 00:42:09,442 --> 00:42:14,880 Jesus has... well, proposed to me. 327 00:42:15,047 --> 00:42:18,250 And I'll pledge my life to Him. 328 00:42:18,684 --> 00:42:24,489 Then you'll never get out? Will you be here forever? 329 00:42:24,824 --> 00:42:29,562 - Won't you ever be human again? - It's not that way at all, child. 330 00:42:29,830 --> 00:42:36,235 Once you have your calling you won't want to get out, as you say. 331 00:43:00,227 --> 00:43:03,996 Hail Mary, full of grace, The Lord is with thee... 332 00:43:10,737 --> 00:43:13,272 It's freezing. You'll catch cold. 333 00:43:13,474 --> 00:43:15,876 Pray for us sinners... 334 00:43:57,085 --> 00:44:01,656 Eternal are my baptismal vows 335 00:44:01,824 --> 00:44:07,128 and the Church I will honor 336 00:44:07,296 --> 00:44:12,834 on its foundation I will build 337 00:44:13,068 --> 00:44:18,106 and follow in its teachings 338 00:44:18,507 --> 00:44:22,544 Thanks given to our gracious God 339 00:44:22,745 --> 00:44:27,782 the Church of Truth has taught me: 340 00:44:27,983 --> 00:44:32,420 I never it abandon will 341 00:45:12,562 --> 00:45:16,165 Girls... psst! It's time. 342 00:46:09,420 --> 00:46:10,787 Congratulations. 343 00:46:11,222 --> 00:46:13,323 There you are. Congratulations. 344 00:46:14,325 --> 00:46:17,093 Marie and Johanne! 345 00:46:20,532 --> 00:46:25,169 - Congratulations, Marie. - There you are. Congratulations. 346 00:46:26,672 --> 00:46:31,509 There's our Johanne. Congratulations. 347 00:46:31,810 --> 00:46:36,581 I've heard many fine things about you. 348 00:46:36,748 --> 00:46:40,318 There you are. Congratulations. 349 00:46:40,552 --> 00:46:42,320 Thank you. 350 00:46:42,521 --> 00:46:47,692 Did you know that the holy Johanne died as a martyr? 351 00:46:47,893 --> 00:46:51,362 She gave her life for her faith. 352 00:46:51,563 --> 00:46:55,233 We expect a lot from you, Johanne. 353 00:46:58,270 --> 00:46:59,871 Thank you. 354 00:47:00,038 --> 00:47:04,409 The Lord is my shepherd. I give my soul to the Lord. 355 00:47:04,577 --> 00:47:06,879 Ursula and Benedicte! 356 00:47:10,450 --> 00:47:15,387 Can I see? It's so beautiful. 357 00:47:15,522 --> 00:47:19,992 - Congratulations, Benedicte. - There you go. Congratulations. 358 00:47:22,662 --> 00:47:25,831 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. 359 00:47:26,065 --> 00:47:30,302 Bless us, Lord, for the gifts we are about to receive - 360 00:47:30,570 --> 00:47:33,071 - from Our Lord Jesus Christ... 361 00:47:33,206 --> 00:47:36,275 It's about time. I was fasting myself to death. 362 00:47:51,525 --> 00:47:56,696 We've prepared a little entertainment for Your Right Reverend Sir. 363 00:49:17,546 --> 00:49:19,313 You have a fever. 364 00:49:41,904 --> 00:49:44,072 Her fever is high. 365 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:47,609 If she doesn't feel better tonight we'll have to give her penicillin. 366 00:49:47,810 --> 00:49:50,111 I'm not so sure. 367 00:49:55,351 --> 00:49:57,919 You may go now... doctor. 368 00:50:13,470 --> 00:50:16,706 We must never forget that God in His great wisdom - 369 00:50:16,874 --> 00:50:21,711 - situates us where it's best for us to be. 370 00:50:22,980 --> 00:50:27,283 We expect great things from you, Johanne. 371 00:50:46,370 --> 00:50:49,539 How's our little saint? 372 00:50:51,810 --> 00:50:54,278 Are you asleep? 373 00:51:02,086 --> 00:51:04,521 Mom? 374 00:51:06,891 --> 00:51:10,427 I miss you. 375 00:51:12,597 --> 00:51:15,299 I miss you too. 376 00:51:22,907 --> 00:51:25,742 See if you can cheer her up. 377 00:51:26,711 --> 00:51:28,278 Johanne? 378 00:51:35,687 --> 00:51:37,722 When you die... 379 00:51:37,890 --> 00:51:41,226 ...can I have your prayer book? 380 00:51:43,229 --> 00:51:45,930 Johanne? 381 00:51:59,945 --> 00:52:02,814 We're calling for the priest. 382 00:52:51,364 --> 00:52:55,267 ...the Lord is with thee, blessed art thou amongst women - 383 00:52:55,469 --> 00:53:00,573 - and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God - 384 00:53:00,740 --> 00:53:04,410 - pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of death. 385 00:53:04,578 --> 00:53:07,981 Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. 386 00:53:08,149 --> 00:53:12,085 Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. 387 00:53:12,520 --> 00:53:15,989 Holy Mary, Mother of God... 388 00:53:48,956 --> 00:53:52,259 I don't want to die! 389 00:53:57,900 --> 00:54:01,636 Johanne, my little angel. 390 00:54:06,308 --> 00:54:09,477 You look a lot better. 391 00:54:13,081 --> 00:54:18,052 - She's still very pale. - The fever's gone. Pulse is normal. 392 00:54:18,253 --> 00:54:21,489 - How can you be sure of that? - Everything's fine. 393 00:54:21,690 --> 00:54:25,026 It might come back. 394 00:54:25,327 --> 00:54:28,796 It was a miracle. 395 00:54:49,786 --> 00:54:51,787 Johanne! 396 00:54:53,289 --> 00:54:56,225 Come and stand behind Marianne. 397 00:55:02,565 --> 00:55:07,169 - There's the resurrected. - Get in. 398 00:55:07,337 --> 00:55:10,205 We can't get it off. 399 00:55:10,373 --> 00:55:12,708 Go on! 400 00:55:13,843 --> 00:55:18,447 Johanne has gotten breasts. She has breasts. 401 00:55:19,415 --> 00:55:22,951 It's about time. 402 00:55:33,964 --> 00:55:36,666 Are you feeling better now? 403 00:55:36,834 --> 00:55:40,103 We've missed you. 404 00:55:40,304 --> 00:55:45,208 - It would be a pity if you died. - What...? 405 00:55:45,442 --> 00:55:49,546 Now that a life in the convent awaits you. 406 00:56:20,312 --> 00:56:22,680 Dear God... 407 00:56:23,782 --> 00:56:26,150 I beg you. 408 00:56:26,351 --> 00:56:31,555 Please don't make me a little saint. I don't want to. 409 00:56:33,058 --> 00:56:37,294 And I don't think I want to be one of Your children. 410 00:56:40,966 --> 00:56:42,266 Not because I don't like You... 411 00:56:42,467 --> 00:56:47,805 I just don't think I'm suited for it. 412 00:56:47,973 --> 00:56:52,309 Besides, I'm too big, right? 413 00:56:52,511 --> 00:56:54,812 Please let me off. 414 00:57:01,220 --> 00:57:02,521 Lonni... 415 00:57:03,623 --> 00:57:08,493 - Johanne? Johanne! - Wake up. 416 00:57:12,798 --> 00:57:15,600 What is it? 417 00:57:15,801 --> 00:57:18,770 It's your turn. 418 00:57:20,339 --> 00:57:24,442 - To what? - To come with us. 419 00:57:33,119 --> 00:57:35,554 You stay here. 420 00:57:49,269 --> 00:57:51,571 Stay here. 421 00:58:52,267 --> 00:58:55,169 Hold the candle. 422 00:59:21,096 --> 00:59:23,898 - Anyone want a cigarette? - Yeah, me. 423 00:59:24,099 --> 00:59:25,767 What about her? 424 00:59:27,203 --> 00:59:30,872 - Who is she by the way? - Just someone I brought. 425 00:59:31,073 --> 00:59:34,075 - She's kinda pretty. - Don't touch her. 426 00:59:34,276 --> 00:59:37,612 She's holy. She's going to be a nun. 427 00:59:37,847 --> 00:59:41,783 - Really? - No. 428 00:59:41,951 --> 00:59:44,752 Don't think you'll get out of here. 429 00:59:44,987 --> 00:59:48,323 I don't want to be a nun. 430 00:59:48,524 --> 00:59:51,392 It's not for you to decide. 431 00:59:51,594 --> 00:59:56,531 Once you've gotten your calling, that's it. Just you wait. 432 01:01:14,745 --> 01:01:20,189 Johanne, will you bring Sister Ingrid her tray? 433 01:01:25,957 --> 01:01:29,260 I would rather not do it. 434 01:01:31,463 --> 01:01:34,532 Go on. It's good for you. 435 01:01:44,309 --> 01:01:49,113 - How would that be good for me? - You don't know what's good for you. 436 01:01:49,314 --> 01:01:55,520 We know what's best for you. Make sure Sister Ingrid gets her food. 437 01:02:16,409 --> 01:02:18,343 Sister Ingrid? 438 01:02:19,312 --> 01:02:21,914 Sister Ingrid? 439 01:02:23,716 --> 01:02:27,152 Sister Ingrid? 440 01:04:24,239 --> 01:04:29,043 Hello, Sister. 441 01:04:34,584 --> 01:04:37,719 Johanne... 442 01:04:38,221 --> 01:04:40,822 Johanne. 443 01:04:47,196 --> 01:04:49,130 Johanne... 444 01:04:54,604 --> 01:04:56,304 Johanne? 445 01:05:00,943 --> 01:05:05,881 - What's the matter, Johanne? - Sit down. Get your knitting out. 446 01:05:09,452 --> 01:05:12,487 "They must wear their new spring garments on the seventeenth - 447 01:05:12,722 --> 01:05:15,323 - and they broke out in..." 448 01:05:31,508 --> 01:05:35,344 - You'll be fine by yourselves, right? - Of course. 449 01:05:39,216 --> 01:05:42,285 - Quick! Get up, Margrethe. - I don't want to. 450 01:05:42,486 --> 01:05:47,490 Hurry up. We want to see who's holy and who's not. 451 01:05:51,929 --> 01:05:55,064 She has hair on it, alright. You next, Johanne. 452 01:05:55,232 --> 01:05:58,601 - I don't want to. - You have to. 453 01:06:02,673 --> 01:06:05,209 I bet you're bald. 454 01:06:06,644 --> 01:06:10,280 Johanne is a holy priss. 455 01:06:12,350 --> 01:06:15,052 What are you doing? 456 01:07:04,203 --> 01:07:09,607 Dear God... I beg You. Don't make me a holy. 457 01:07:09,775 --> 01:07:14,078 I want to get out of here. 458 01:07:14,246 --> 01:07:18,516 I want to be like the others. Just ordinary. 459 01:07:19,685 --> 01:07:22,687 No miracles and stuff like that. 460 01:07:24,123 --> 01:07:29,861 I beg You, dear God. Give me proof that You don't exist. 461 01:07:31,130 --> 01:07:33,698 I beseech You. 462 01:07:38,071 --> 01:07:42,341 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 463 01:08:06,399 --> 01:08:10,836 We're not going to see much of each other in the future. 464 01:08:12,439 --> 01:08:15,274 I brought something for you. 465 01:08:19,112 --> 01:08:21,114 What's that? 466 01:09:17,139 --> 01:09:21,442 - Marianne, are you sick? - Not at all. 467 01:09:22,911 --> 01:09:26,781 You want me to get a sister? I feel sick from all that blood too. 468 01:09:30,319 --> 01:09:33,154 Shut up about it. 469 01:09:35,324 --> 01:09:39,460 - Can I come in? - Shut the door. 470 01:09:46,735 --> 01:09:51,106 I'm with child. I'll kill you if you tell. 471 01:09:59,182 --> 01:10:03,719 - Will you do something in return? - What...? 472 01:10:06,489 --> 01:10:10,592 I don't want to be like Sister Ingrid. I don't want a calling. 473 01:10:10,793 --> 01:10:14,363 Once you have it, that's it. 474 01:10:14,531 --> 01:10:17,599 Can you do anything not to get a calling? 475 01:10:24,174 --> 01:10:28,110 - What do I do? - Kneel down. 476 01:10:32,715 --> 01:10:36,553 - My hands too?! - Of course. 477 01:10:41,425 --> 01:10:44,394 Someone's coming. 478 01:10:56,841 --> 01:10:58,975 What are you going to do? 479 01:11:00,444 --> 01:11:04,414 - Do...? - With the baby? 480 01:11:06,851 --> 01:11:09,819 Get rid of it. 481 01:11:10,955 --> 01:11:14,023 Can you do that? 482 01:11:16,060 --> 01:11:19,395 You can do what you want. 483 01:11:40,352 --> 01:11:45,222 Say "Satan" three times and "cock" three times. 484 01:11:47,192 --> 01:11:50,895 - What's "cock"? - Just say it. 485 01:11:53,765 --> 01:11:58,969 Satan, Satan... Cock, no. 486 01:11:59,171 --> 01:12:02,473 Satan... cock... 487 01:12:04,676 --> 01:12:08,613 ... cock ... cock. 488 01:12:08,848 --> 01:12:11,449 - Amen. - Amen. 489 01:12:13,085 --> 01:12:15,787 You think it'll work? 490 01:12:17,857 --> 01:12:20,625 You can always hope. 491 01:12:20,793 --> 01:12:23,795 Satan, Satan, Satan. Cock, cock, cock. 492 01:12:23,996 --> 01:12:25,197 Amen. 493 01:12:40,813 --> 01:12:42,714 Marianne... 494 01:12:43,816 --> 01:12:47,652 - Why haven't you touched your food? - I can't eat it. 495 01:12:47,854 --> 01:12:51,156 What's that all about? 496 01:12:53,060 --> 01:12:55,962 I'll let it pass this time. 497 01:13:15,716 --> 01:13:18,351 You don't have a fever. 498 01:13:19,186 --> 01:13:21,354 Go to bed! 499 01:13:29,897 --> 01:13:32,632 - Good night. - Good night, Sister. 500 01:13:32,799 --> 01:13:35,735 Get some sleep, Marianne. 501 01:13:58,026 --> 01:14:02,496 - Can I lie in your bed? - Sure. 502 01:14:09,771 --> 01:14:13,874 - Why didn't you eat anything? - I'm nauseous. 503 01:14:17,345 --> 01:14:22,482 - What'll happen if they find out? - All hell will break loose. 504 01:14:24,553 --> 01:14:27,722 Can I see your stomach? 505 01:14:38,434 --> 01:14:43,438 - You can't feel it yet. - Is it contagious? You better go back. 506 01:14:43,606 --> 01:14:47,742 No, you silly fool. 507 01:14:57,019 --> 01:15:02,323 In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Amen. 508 01:15:05,461 --> 01:15:08,463 You may eat. 509 01:15:19,276 --> 01:15:20,643 Marianne! 510 01:15:20,844 --> 01:15:23,012 Eat something. 511 01:15:45,402 --> 01:15:48,003 What's the matter? Get up. 512 01:15:52,542 --> 01:15:56,913 Marianne... What's with you? 513 01:15:57,081 --> 01:16:02,319 - We'll have to get you examined. - I don't want to go to the doctor. 514 01:16:47,933 --> 01:16:51,736 What if they find out you were down there too? 515 01:16:51,870 --> 01:16:56,307 - It's not contagious! - Marianne probably told on you... 516 01:16:56,475 --> 01:17:00,411 Johanne, the prioress wants to see you now. 517 01:17:15,527 --> 01:17:18,296 Come in. 518 01:17:24,903 --> 01:17:28,540 We expected great things from you... 519 01:17:30,443 --> 01:17:34,980 ...and had hoped you would stay with us longer. 520 01:17:35,148 --> 01:17:39,017 But it can't be helped. 521 01:17:40,887 --> 01:17:43,922 They'll come for you tomorrow. 522 01:17:49,062 --> 01:17:54,199 She forced me to go. But I'm not infected. 523 01:17:54,367 --> 01:17:57,636 You are talking nonsense. 524 01:17:57,804 --> 01:18:03,108 Your mother called, she's picking you up tomorrow. 525 01:18:03,710 --> 01:18:06,445 My mother...? 526 01:18:08,181 --> 01:18:11,717 She called? 527 01:18:11,885 --> 01:18:15,154 - Here? - Yes, she did. 528 01:18:15,222 --> 01:18:20,426 I also think it's too soon for you to leave the convent. 529 01:18:24,365 --> 01:18:29,569 But the ways of the Lord are past understanding. 530 01:18:59,501 --> 01:19:02,069 I'm going home! 531 01:19:58,427 --> 01:20:04,199 Dear Lord, thank you for not giving me a call. 532 01:20:15,878 --> 01:20:18,547 Johanne! 533 01:20:26,322 --> 01:20:29,659 Johanne! Where are you? 534 01:20:33,697 --> 01:20:36,499 Johanne?! 535 01:20:48,445 --> 01:20:52,181 My dear child, you're coming home. 536 01:21:23,348 --> 01:21:25,983 I can't come home after all. 537 01:21:29,087 --> 01:21:31,922 Come... 538 01:21:34,158 --> 01:21:40,063 I can't. I have to stay here the rest of my life. 539 01:21:43,334 --> 01:21:46,503 I'll never be able to come home. 540 01:21:51,242 --> 01:21:54,611 Look... 541 01:21:54,812 --> 01:21:58,582 Don't you see I've gotten my calling? 542 01:22:00,352 --> 01:22:04,856 I can't get out now. I have to be a nun. 543 01:22:07,092 --> 01:22:10,161 Come here, Johanne. 544 01:22:31,283 --> 01:22:34,219 It's not a calling. 545 01:22:35,955 --> 01:22:41,993 It's just because you're growing up. You're a big girl now. 546 01:22:44,530 --> 01:22:48,167 I'll tell you everything about it. 547 01:22:55,041 --> 01:22:59,078 - Bye, Johanne. Write to us. - I'll pray for you. 548 01:22:59,479 --> 01:23:01,614 Take care. 549 01:23:06,119 --> 01:23:08,354 Write soon. 550 01:23:08,555 --> 01:23:13,325 - I'll pray for you. - Bye, Johanne.